I don't know if I will make it

Life is so crazy right now. School, kids, trying to think about Grad School. I am going nucking futs. I can't sleep well at night. I am stressed beyond relief. The only thing that keeps me from going over the edge is reading. OK, I have been reading historical romance lately, but I need some kind of distraction. I just needed to get on a rant a bit.

I am hoping to go home for Thanksgiving and visit the family if the finances permit. I would also like to visit Texas Tech while I am in the Panhandle and visit their Grad school before I decide if I want to apply. They have a really good program in Biotechnology that sounds like it might suit me. Who the heck knows at this point. I don't know if my brain will be able to tolerate trying to get a PhD. This image sums up how I feel right now.